Shoto Todoroki (
numbertwohero) wrote2019-08-06 11:31 pm
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His mother has good days and bad days.
On the good days, she's sweet and kind. She greets him with a hand on his cheek and a smile, she asks him how his classes are going, she remembers the friends he mentions and teases him about being popular with the girls. They go for long walks in the facility grounds and she tells him about the plants she's growing in the little space they've let her have, and he ends the visit with a hug, her thin, fragile form in his careful arms, and he wonders at how much smaller than him she is already. On the good days, he leaves with hope and renewed determination to become the best he can be, to show his father that number two isn't just second place and it's a place and a life to be proud of.
This was not a good day.
This was the kind of day where he opened her door and she looked at him for that first second with fear and hatred and sorrow, where her eyes lingered on his left side too long, no matter how much he tried to keep her on his right. This was the kind of day where every response was distracted and her voice too high-pitched and her laughter sharp and strained. This was the day that, when he reached out to stop her from walking in front of a speeding golf cart full of groundskeepers, she flinched from his touch and slapped him across the face.
She'd apologized, horror on her face and heartbreak in her voice, and he'd said it was fine, and he loved her, but he left soon after, hurrying back towards the school dorms where he could just...shut himself away. It was still early on Sunday. Everyone would still be out, or training, and he could have time to put himself back together. His right cheek is still burning from her slap, stinging and red and almost bruised, and it aches with a pain sharper and more real than the phantom ache of his scarred left side. It's a strange feeling. Normally that side doesn't feel hot. Everything is backwards. Everything is backwards, and his chest is tight, and he can feel the tears trying to burn at his eyes, but it's fine, he's almost there--
--and then he rounds the corner of the stairs heading up towards the fourth floor, and almost runs straight into Midoriya, coming down. Todoroki's eyes are wide, almost glassy, and his heart is racing, and it's only a second before he looks away, not quite flinching but all but vibrating with tension.
"...Sorry. I didn't see you there."
His voice is rough, strained, just as tight as his shoulders, and he waits for Midoriya to keep on going, to be tactful or distracted or whatever it is he needs to be, so he can finally make it up that last flight to his own floor and the safety of his room.
On the good days, she's sweet and kind. She greets him with a hand on his cheek and a smile, she asks him how his classes are going, she remembers the friends he mentions and teases him about being popular with the girls. They go for long walks in the facility grounds and she tells him about the plants she's growing in the little space they've let her have, and he ends the visit with a hug, her thin, fragile form in his careful arms, and he wonders at how much smaller than him she is already. On the good days, he leaves with hope and renewed determination to become the best he can be, to show his father that number two isn't just second place and it's a place and a life to be proud of.
This was not a good day.
This was the kind of day where he opened her door and she looked at him for that first second with fear and hatred and sorrow, where her eyes lingered on his left side too long, no matter how much he tried to keep her on his right. This was the kind of day where every response was distracted and her voice too high-pitched and her laughter sharp and strained. This was the day that, when he reached out to stop her from walking in front of a speeding golf cart full of groundskeepers, she flinched from his touch and slapped him across the face.
She'd apologized, horror on her face and heartbreak in her voice, and he'd said it was fine, and he loved her, but he left soon after, hurrying back towards the school dorms where he could just...shut himself away. It was still early on Sunday. Everyone would still be out, or training, and he could have time to put himself back together. His right cheek is still burning from her slap, stinging and red and almost bruised, and it aches with a pain sharper and more real than the phantom ache of his scarred left side. It's a strange feeling. Normally that side doesn't feel hot. Everything is backwards. Everything is backwards, and his chest is tight, and he can feel the tears trying to burn at his eyes, but it's fine, he's almost there--
--and then he rounds the corner of the stairs heading up towards the fourth floor, and almost runs straight into Midoriya, coming down. Todoroki's eyes are wide, almost glassy, and his heart is racing, and it's only a second before he looks away, not quite flinching but all but vibrating with tension.
"...Sorry. I didn't see you there."
His voice is rough, strained, just as tight as his shoulders, and he waits for Midoriya to keep on going, to be tactful or distracted or whatever it is he needs to be, so he can finally make it up that last flight to his own floor and the safety of his room.

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"Shou," he breathes, and shifts enough to climb his way out of his shorts, letting them bunch at his thighs.
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Izuku shifts enough to let Shouto get his shorts down to his thighs, and Shouto takes over from there, shifting up for a moment so he can pull them off the rest of the way, discarding them to the side of the bed. Hopefully Izuku will forgive his carelessness; he'd rather just focus on the boy underneath. One hand slides from Izuku's calf up over his thigh, eyes drawn down to skin he's seen before but never really looked at (tactfully not commenting on the All Might boxers, the last thing he needs to do is remind Izuku he's wearing his hero in a moment like this), as he leans back over the other boy, lips finding his jaw, the side of his neck, the shell of his ear.
"I-zu-ku," he murmurs, voice a gentle singsong as he takes the other's hands, guiding them to the waistband of his pants. They had agreed on both of them, after all.
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Ultimately it's the kisses along his jaw and specifically the shell of his ear that pull sounds from him, wanton wordless little things, and he shifts his hips forward while holding Shouto's still with their new placement, grinding a moment. He's shaking, but it's a good feeling, and he rocks there for a moment, slowly easing the fabric down his hips each time he pulls away enough.
"It makes sense, but this... this kind of thing is never this intense alone," he breathes, more of just thinking out loud than anything else. "Embarrassingly, I've probably never been this hard in my life." He laughs, with that one, a high and almost startled sound, because he is embarrassed, but he can't seem to curb his chattering.
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"Not--that embarrassing," he manages, breathless and low. "I feel the same way--this is so much better than doing it alone--" They can definitely do this again sometime, right? They should. They should, definitely, definitely do this again. "It feels really good, Izuku," he breathes, and buries his face in Izuku's neck as he tangles their legs together again, soaking in the feeling of all that skin against his own.
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"More embarrassing food for thought-- if you keep that up I am absolutely going to get off without us getting anything else off our bodies and I'm not sure how into sticky you are." He's rambling, absolutely, but in a startlingly level tone despite it being husky and panicked at the same time.
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Taking a moment to breathe, he considers Izuku's words, a hand sliding over the other boy's hip, lips moving over the side of his neck again, teeth grazing lightly. "I don't want to stop. Do you want to take more off?" Not like he'd say no. Especially considering he didn't exactly bring extra underwear with him. He wasn't expecting to end this day mostly naked in his best friend's room getting off together--although it's not a bad end to a day, all things considered.
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His fingers curl against Shouto's ribs, and he makes a decision, frowning and slowing his breathing enough to not be audibly hitched all the time.
"Shouto," he says, keeping his voice soft. "I-- 'm gonna be real honest, I really want to do this, I want... mmn." He loses his nerve partway through, gnaws his lip, and focuses on his collarbone. If he isn't looking at his face, he has a little more confidence. "I wanna watch you come undone at my hand, because I want to give you something nobody else has."
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That sound he makes in the back of his throat, though--that's less cute, and more...well, incredibly hot. And so is the thought of wearing a pair of Izuku's boxers on the way back to his room, the idea that he's wearing them and no one else would know--
The thought is distracting enough that he doesn't pay attention to the first part of Izuku's words, too busy trying to keep himself from rolling his hips forward against the other boy's, to pushing them both towards a premature ending. It isn't until Izuku looks down, biting his lip, that Shouto manages to force his attention back to the other's words. And god, is he glad he did. I wanna watch you come undone...I want to give you something nobody else has. The breath leaves his lungs in a rush as an embarrassingly wanton whimper, a sound he does his best to bite back as the rest of the blood in his body seems to rush southward, leaving him shuddering under Izuku's touch.
He doesn't entirely trust his voice to come out as anything resembling actual speech, but he can probably manage at least one or two words. A hand cups the side of Izuku's face, thumb gently nudging his face upward, coaxing him into looking at Shouto again. He's not sure what exactly his expression must look like; he knows he's flushed, pupils dilated, lips parted as he licks them, as he breathes one word, then another.
"Please...Izuku--"
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It's the whimper, he thinks, that pushes him to act, and the breathless way he says please, even if that comes as he's already rolled himself, legs hooked around Shouto's knees, to perch on his hips. He doesn't stop there, grinding downward into him from the new position and letting his back arch, reaching behind him to steady himself against Shouto's thigh.
"Definitely... not gonna say no when you ask like that." His voice has gone all back to gravel, his eyes darkened with the sheer want of his body, and he keeps a slow, shallow movement of his hips going. "'m... probably just gonna keep going, now," his explanation is distracted, his eyes half-closed, but it's important to him that he tell Shouto his intentions, even as he's still deciding them.
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The angle is even better as he leans back; not just the way it feels, but honestly the way Izuku looks--the line of his muscled torso, the arch of his spine, the way his arms tense and curl as he braces himself against Shouto's thigh. That rhythm he's finding is good, too; it's not enough, not nearly enough, but that's kind of nice in its own way. If it were harder, faster, he's pretty sure he wouldn't last long--not that he's going to anyway, not with Izuku looking like that--and he doesn't want this to be over yet.
Every breath is a ragged whine as he fights to stay in control of himself, his hands finding their way up Izuku's thighs to his hips, holding him steady. It feels so good like this, and Izuku's expression is mirrored on Shouto's face, eyes half closed and lips parting as he rolls his own hips upward into the other boy, a moan escaping him as he does. "Good," he manages, in between breaths. "Don't stop--mmn--"
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"God, Shou--" It's something in the way Shouto just lets himself talk, unguarded and for his ears only, the way he shifts up into him so they meet halfway, so the friction is that much sharper, the time their bodies spend apart shorter. "Don't think I could even if I wanted to," he breathes, bracing his other hand against Shouto's other thigh, and shifting to slot their bodies together tighter still, angling himself so he's perched neatly between the heterochromic boy's thighs. It's still just shy of enough pressure and contact, and he knows it would still get them both off, but it could be better, and ever the problem-solver that he is, Izuku leans backward and extends one hand, moving it from Shouto's thigh. "Give... me your hands?"
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Right now, Shouto's not even thinking about any of that. He's not thinking much at all, in fact, lost to sensation and the incredibly hot sight of Izuku on top of him, the sound of the other boy all but moaning his name as he shifts, seeking a better angle. They could definitely both get off just like this, but honestly if Izuku's got ideas, Shouto is not going to say no. With a squeeze of his hands to Izuku's hips, he reaches up to take the other boy's without a question. Whatever he's got planned, Shouto's here for it, one hundred percent. "Here--what...?" Does he need to move? He can. All Izuku has to do is say the word.
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It meant for a lot more specific contact, and his breath caught in a gasp as he ground down into him from the new angle.
"God-- ffffffhh," he didn't quite swear, but almost. "Is-- is that okay...?" His tone was desperate, because he could practically feel himself careening to the edge of his sanity, but he needed Shouto's okay to keep at it.
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Izuku's words are echoed by a groan from Shouto's lips, his back arching slightly as he's briefly overcome with sensation. Okay?? Okay isn't even the half of it. Okay would imply that he's not about to come in his underwear right then and there. A frantic nod begins before Izuku even finishes the words, Shouto's eyes reflecting more than a little of that frantic need as he squeezes Izuku's fingers, lacing one set of hands together and reaching for words. "Don't stop," he manages, breathy and almost desperate with what he can feel building in him. "Don't stop, Izuku, please--"
He'll forgive him for not lasting very long at all, won't he?? Hopefully he will. Not much avoiding it, at this point.
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"Shouto," he breathes, shifting to rock more against his thigh for a moment. "I'm-- H-hold onto something," Something, meaning something other than him, probably.
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"Me too," he gasps, a reply almost bitten off in the wake of another breathless whine. "Me too, Izuku, I'm going to--god--"
Maybe it was a little inevitable that he not last very long at all this time, but it still feels like something of a surprise as the climax rolls over him with a full-throated moan, a shuddering rush that drives all conscious thought from his mind and leaves him seeing stars even as it soaks his underwear through, leaving him a shivering mess clutching Izuku's hand.
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"Go on," he urges quietly, his tone almost a growl, and then all at once the sticky dampness between them pulls his spine taut and his vision whites out as he follows Shouto over. He makes nearly no sound, just tightening his grip on both his hand and the fold of his knee, a choked gasp the only auditory confirmation of his addition to the mess.
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The thoughts running through his head are delirious, half-formed things. Only one manages to fully emerge and become action: lifting his hand from his pillow, Shouto props himself up on his elbows and reaches up, tugging Izuku down into a breathless kiss. 'Thanks for the orgasm' seems a little rude, but...well, here they are anyway. Maybe Izuku will appreciate his meaning regardless.
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"That... at risk of sounding like bad erotica, was awesome." Did he just admit to reading erotica?
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He's smiling, too, as Izuku pulls away, and wraps an arm around the other boy's shoulders as he lays back down, pulling Izuku in to his side. Eventually they're gonna have to clean up, it's gonna get cold and sticky and gross, but...just for a minute, he wants to bask in this glow. "Mm, yeah," he answers, and there's that same lazy warmth in Shouto's voice as his fingers draw patterns on Izuku's bare shoulder. "Very awesome. We should do it again." Did he say that out loud? He did. He did, and he doesn't regret it in the slightest. Leaning his head against Izuku's, Shouto glances sideways at him briefly, wondering despite himself. "I mean--if you want to." Maybe he wouldn't?? Crazier things have happened.
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"Ohh? You liked it that much? Who in their right mind would turn down another round with UA's Class 1-A most eligible bachelor, Todoroki Shouto? Not this pleb, I can tell you that," he crows softly, riding high on the winds of their cooling stickiness.
On that note, though, sitting up produces a sort of unpleasant squish of a feeling and his expression pinches, making him look down.
"...but, uh. This time let's get our boxers off before we come, yeah?"
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Although--yeah, that is kind of a gross feeling, isn't it? With a sigh, Shouto stretches fully, much like a cat, and as he uncurls he reaches down, sliding from his underwear without any shyness or hesitation, using the fabric to begin at least the very basics of cleanup. Not like they can get more ruined, after all. "Mm, that's definitely a better idea. I'm already going to have to borrow a pair from you before I go back to my room...Do you have a towel or something?"
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He bites his lip, grinning crookedly and looking quite terribly coy. "You know me better than that, I think," he says, and he would absolutely have gotten hard again right there had he not literally soiled himself with ejaculate moments prior. He gives Shouto a bit of perhaps unwanted modesty as he scoots out of his boxers, keeping his attention on his face and nodding, stretching out and away and hooking one thumb on his own boxers as he goes. He's a little shier about it, scooting backward and out of them but keeping them bunched up over his spent goods as he moves back toward Shouto (still pointedly not taking inventory) with a box of tissues. "Not a towel, but I've got some tissues for the minute. There's towels in the bathroom, if you want."
He folds inward just enough to look bashful, shoulders bunched up around his ears and posture generally guarded, but an easy enough smile on his face. He's not uncomfortable, not by any means, but he's maybe a little anxious about being fully nude with one of his closest friends whom he happens to have just had a wild mutual wanking session with. Not exactly how he would have expected to spend his Sunday.
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Speaking of--Izuku doesn't look as Shouto slides his underwear off, and he seems to make a point of covering himself, so Shouto follows suit, not about to make him more uncomfortable. However, he's also not going to let Izuku pull too far back at this juncture in time or get too lost in his head again. Not after what they've just shared. No regrets about it, right?
"Tissues are fine for now," he answers, taking the box from Izuku and setting aside his soiled shorts. It only takes a moment and a few tissues to finish cleaning himself up enough to be comfortable, and as soon as that's done, he's turning back to Izuku, pushing his hair back out of his face as he sits up, not shy in the slightest about his state of undress.
"You okay?"
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As Shouto sits up he lifts his head and the smile fades, though not for any specific loss of happiness-- he's just... stunned. His expression goes mostly slack, watching him sit up and push his hair back like that, watching how comfortable and mellow he looks, and realizing that somewhere along the line he'd leapt directly over caring about him as a friend, and barreled pretty headlong into falling the fuck in love with him. His breath catches and he nods, chirping a quiet "Yeah," under his breath and sitting forward on his knees to reach out.
He doesn't hesitate like he might normally, reaching right to him and threading one hand into the hair at the nape of his neck, scritching blunted fingernails there gently and letting another soft smile melt his features.
"...yeah, I'm great." And also gay. "Um, I-- before... Before we do anything else, maybe... I feel like we should... figure some stuff out." Oh, so it looked like maybe he wanted to determine boundaries and what they were before they had another wank session.
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