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Shoto Todoroki ([personal profile] numbertwohero) wrote2019-08-06 11:31 pm
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His mother has good days and bad days.

On the good days, she's sweet and kind. She greets him with a hand on his cheek and a smile, she asks him how his classes are going, she remembers the friends he mentions and teases him about being popular with the girls. They go for long walks in the facility grounds and she tells him about the plants she's growing in the little space they've let her have, and he ends the visit with a hug, her thin, fragile form in his careful arms, and he wonders at how much smaller than him she is already. On the good days, he leaves with hope and renewed determination to become the best he can be, to show his father that number two isn't just second place and it's a place and a life to be proud of.

This was not a good day.

This was the kind of day where he opened her door and she looked at him for that first second with fear and hatred and sorrow, where her eyes lingered on his left side too long, no matter how much he tried to keep her on his right. This was the kind of day where every response was distracted and her voice too high-pitched and her laughter sharp and strained. This was the day that, when he reached out to stop her from walking in front of a speeding golf cart full of groundskeepers, she flinched from his touch and slapped him across the face.

She'd apologized, horror on her face and heartbreak in her voice, and he'd said it was fine, and he loved her, but he left soon after, hurrying back towards the school dorms where he could just...shut himself away. It was still early on Sunday. Everyone would still be out, or training, and he could have time to put himself back together. His right cheek is still burning from her slap, stinging and red and almost bruised, and it aches with a pain sharper and more real than the phantom ache of his scarred left side. It's a strange feeling. Normally that side doesn't feel hot. Everything is backwards. Everything is backwards, and his chest is tight, and he can feel the tears trying to burn at his eyes, but it's fine, he's almost there--

--and then he rounds the corner of the stairs heading up towards the fourth floor, and almost runs straight into Midoriya, coming down. Todoroki's eyes are wide, almost glassy, and his heart is racing, and it's only a second before he looks away, not quite flinching but all but vibrating with tension.

"...Sorry. I didn't see you there."

His voice is rough, strained, just as tight as his shoulders, and he waits for Midoriya to keep on going, to be tactful or distracted or whatever it is he needs to be, so he can finally make it up that last flight to his own floor and the safety of his room.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-07 02:20 am (UTC)(link)
He really does get caught in his own head a lot-- and almost spins right back into it as he watches Shouto's hands temporarily leave his shorts to work on removing his own pants. He's caught by a sudden sensation he can't quite put words to, but he thinks it might be hunger, or at the least curiosity. He lets his hands follow Shouto's to his front, skating his fingers over the opened closure of his pants and biting his lips.

"Shou," he breathes, and shifts enough to climb his way out of his shorts, letting them bunch at his thighs.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-07 07:28 pm (UTC)(link)
The boxers under his shorts are almost comically well-worn-- he's probably worn them every day he can get away with, to the point of doing laundry more than necessary or washing them in the sink. When you idolize someone more than your own life, it's a powerful thing, up to and including getting randy in boxers with your idol's face on them. It's probably good Shouto doesn't comment, though, solely for the notion that Izuku would struggle with realizing that his erection was currently distorting All Might's nose comically.

Ultimately it's the kisses along his jaw and specifically the shell of his ear that pull sounds from him, wanton wordless little things, and he shifts his hips forward while holding Shouto's still with their new placement, grinding a moment. He's shaking, but it's a good feeling, and he rocks there for a moment, slowly easing the fabric down his hips each time he pulls away enough.

"It makes sense, but this... this kind of thing is never this intense alone," he breathes, more of just thinking out loud than anything else. "Embarrassingly, I've probably never been this hard in my life." He laughs, with that one, a high and almost startled sound, because he is embarrassed, but he can't seem to curb his chattering.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-09 02:34 am (UTC)(link)
"No, it's definitely totally embarrassing," he laughs quietly, the sound somewhat frenzied. "...at least for me, but you seem a lot calmer about pretty much everythi--hing, oh my God." He's pretty sure his eyes make a solid bid to roll back in his head at the way Shouto tangles their legs together with just their underthings between them, his breath hitching on what he's sure would have been a terribly lewd sound if he can't choked it off before it got anywhere.

"More embarrassing food for thought-- if you keep that up I am absolutely going to get off without us getting anything else off our bodies and I'm not sure how into sticky you are." He's rambling, absolutely, but in a startlingly level tone despite it being husky and panicked at the same time.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-10 09:51 pm (UTC)(link)
"Maybe I'm just easier to embarrass, then," he wheezes, squirming and letting his breath come and go in stuttered sounds, caught between clinging to and trying to keep himself an arm's length from Shouto. "I absolutely don't want to stop," he says, his tone clearer but still muddled, almost like he's having a hard time forming coherent thought (go figure). "I just don't want to put you in a position to have to fit into my clothes to get back to your room," Which has nothing to do with the fact that the thought of Shouto in his clothes pulls a soft keening sound from the back of his throat.

His fingers curl against Shouto's ribs, and he makes a decision, frowning and slowing his breathing enough to not be audibly hitched all the time.

"Shouto," he says, keeping his voice soft. "I-- 'm gonna be real honest, I really want to do this, I want... mmn." He loses his nerve partway through, gnaws his lip, and focuses on his collarbone. If he isn't looking at his face, he has a little more confidence. "I wanna watch you come undone at my hand, because I want to give you something nobody else has."
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-11 11:44 pm (UTC)(link)
He's pretty sure his heart stops beating for a second or two at Shouto calling him cute in such a passing fashion-- he did most things as though they were secondary thoughts, even when Izuku was well aware they were intentional, and it startled his heartbeat into a stuttered pause that had him sucking in a startled gasp.

It's the whimper, he thinks, that pushes him to act, and the breathless way he says please, even if that comes as he's already rolled himself, legs hooked around Shouto's knees, to perch on his hips. He doesn't stop there, grinding downward into him from the new position and letting his back arch, reaching behind him to steady himself against Shouto's thigh.

"Definitely... not gonna say no when you ask like that." His voice has gone all back to gravel, his eyes darkened with the sheer want of his body, and he keeps a slow, shallow movement of his hips going. "'m... probably just gonna keep going, now," his explanation is distracted, his eyes half-closed, but it's important to him that he tell Shouto his intentions, even as he's still deciding them.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-12 01:48 am (UTC)(link)
Lust is a funny thing, Izuku is learning, as is discovering an intense attraction to someone you've never considered more than a close friend up until mere hours ago, and it fuels heat in his veins and keeps his hips moving, slowly adding more strength to the downward thrusts of them to amplify the pressure between them. Shouto is right in thinking it's not enough, but Izuku shares his interest in maintaining where they are, at least for a moment.

"God, Shou--" It's something in the way Shouto just lets himself talk, unguarded and for his ears only, the way he shifts up into him so they meet halfway, so the friction is that much sharper, the time their bodies spend apart shorter. "Don't think I could even if I wanted to," he breathes, bracing his other hand against Shouto's other thigh, and shifting to slot their bodies together tighter still, angling himself so he's perched neatly between the heterochromic boy's thighs. It's still just shy of enough pressure and contact, and he knows it would still get them both off, but it could be better, and ever the problem-solver that he is, Izuku leans backward and extends one hand, moving it from Shouto's thigh. "Give... me your hands?"
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-12 05:13 am (UTC)(link)
Listen, they could talk about their friendship becoming more like skinship after they helped each other to the best orgasms of their teenage lives. That was the natural progression of things, right? Of course. Izuku grunts softly, grabbing Shouto's hand and pulling himself forward, then reaching for his other and supporting himself by his upper arms alone for a moment, squirming until he managed to turn partly sideways and kick one leg up and over Shouto's so he was slotted against him at more of an angle.

It meant for a lot more specific contact, and his breath caught in a gasp as he ground down into him from the new angle.

"God-- ffffffhh," he didn't quite swear, but almost. "Is-- is that okay...?" His tone was desperate, because he could practically feel himself careening to the edge of his sanity, but he needed Shouto's okay to keep at it.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-14 12:08 am (UTC)(link)
"Okay-- okay--" Izuku chants, his hips rocking of their own accord even before he's gotten Shouto's desperate pleas to continue. He's scant moments from losing it, himself, they both are, and he knows it, but-- He's determined to push Shouto over the edge first, to make sure he's taken care of. "Don't-- I won't stop, but o-only--" His expression contorts, and he makes a soft warbling moan of a sound that stops his thought briefly, eyes scrunched closed. The effort of containing your youthful libido sure was something, wasn't it? "--only if you don't hold back," he manages a moment later, tone clipped and voice gravel, and he shifts to release one of Shouto's hands and set the other at the back of his knee.

"Shouto," he breathes, shifting to rock more against his thigh for a moment. "I'm-- H-hold onto something," Something, meaning something other than him, probably.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-14 01:54 am (UTC)(link)
More than a little bit, that's for sure. That seemed to sum up their friendship pretty well, though, even bleeding into this sort of behavior-- building each other up, Izuku in particular making sure to push Shouto beyond boundaries neither of them were consciously aware of. The rising urgency in Shouto's tone just about sets Izuku's blood on fire, and that breathless whine of a sound sends a downright dangerous spike of heat into the tightening coil behind his belly button.

"Go on," he urges quietly, his tone almost a growl, and then all at once the sticky dampness between them pulls his spine taut and his vision whites out as he follows Shouto over. He makes nearly no sound, just tightening his grip on both his hand and the fold of his knee, a choked gasp the only auditory confirmation of his addition to the mess.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-14 05:30 am (UTC)(link)
Izuku does, in fact, appreciate the meaning. He's malleable as Shouto pulls him down, and hums in a pleased, lazy way as he returns the kiss, uncoordinated as it is. After scant seconds he's giggling, the sound something like a windchime, and draws away because kissing while smiling is actually kind of hard. Instead, he ducks his head under Shouto's jawline and just leans there, bathing in the afterglow.

"That... at risk of sounding like bad erotica, was awesome." Did he just admit to reading erotica?
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-14 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
Izuku barks a sudden laugh at that, breaking out of Shouto's loose grip around his shoulders to sit up with a feisty grin.

"Ohh? You liked it that much? Who in their right mind would turn down another round with UA's Class 1-A most eligible bachelor, Todoroki Shouto? Not this pleb, I can tell you that," he crows softly, riding high on the winds of their cooling stickiness.

On that note, though, sitting up produces a sort of unpleasant squish of a feeling and his expression pinches, making him look down.

"...but, uh. This time let's get our boxers off before we come, yeah?"
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-14 09:03 am (UTC)(link)
"Did you-- did you just make a sour grape face at me?" That expression is hardly lost on Izuku-takes-notes-in-his-sleep-Midoriya, and he leans down real close to Shouto's face, grinning so hard his eyes crease at the corners. "You need to make faces more often, jeez, your constant deadpan is misleading." He's giggling again, still higher than he knows what to do with from the rush of-- well, everything, right now. He's high on how much he cares about Shouto, he's high on endorphins and everything else that comes with a stunning orgasm, and he's especially high on that sly smile as it forms on his face.

He bites his lip, grinning crookedly and looking quite terribly coy. "You know me better than that, I think," he says, and he would absolutely have gotten hard again right there had he not literally soiled himself with ejaculate moments prior. He gives Shouto a bit of perhaps unwanted modesty as he scoots out of his boxers, keeping his attention on his face and nodding, stretching out and away and hooking one thumb on his own boxers as he goes. He's a little shier about it, scooting backward and out of them but keeping them bunched up over his spent goods as he moves back toward Shouto (still pointedly not taking inventory) with a box of tissues. "Not a towel, but I've got some tissues for the minute. There's towels in the bathroom, if you want."

He folds inward just enough to look bashful, shoulders bunched up around his ears and posture generally guarded, but an easy enough smile on his face. He's not uncomfortable, not by any means, but he's maybe a little anxious about being fully nude with one of his closest friends whom he happens to have just had a wild mutual wanking session with. Not exactly how he would have expected to spend his Sunday.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-11-15 09:52 pm (UTC)(link)
"You so did," he says lightly, taking note of the pretty immediate shift in posture from him. He smiles, a fond little gooey expression of a thing, hugging his knees toward his chest to expel a bit of nervous energy. He keeps his eyes on them as Shouto cleans himself up, tangling his ankles up and piling his feet on top of one another. He still doesn't look specifically uncomfortable, maybe just a little nervous, but the entire time that same smile stays glued to his features.

As Shouto sits up he lifts his head and the smile fades, though not for any specific loss of happiness-- he's just... stunned. His expression goes mostly slack, watching him sit up and push his hair back like that, watching how comfortable and mellow he looks, and realizing that somewhere along the line he'd leapt directly over caring about him as a friend, and barreled pretty headlong into falling the fuck in love with him. His breath catches and he nods, chirping a quiet "Yeah," under his breath and sitting forward on his knees to reach out.

He doesn't hesitate like he might normally, reaching right to him and threading one hand into the hair at the nape of his neck, scritching blunted fingernails there gently and letting another soft smile melt his features.

"...yeah, I'm great." And also gay. "Um, I-- before... Before we do anything else, maybe... I feel like we should... figure some stuff out." Oh, so it looked like maybe he wanted to determine boundaries and what they were before they had another wank session.

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