I know that. I’ve apologized to them. I don’t think you’ve lived through that yet since you’ve been here, but I’ve taken steps to show that I want to do more than just apologize.

[He’s not sure how much he should say, and the temptation to clam up again is strong. But he persists.]

Natsuo shares your sentiment, but I’m trying my best for all of you. Even your mother. But they aren’t here and that means there’s not much I can do but try to show you that I’m doing my best. I don’t need you to forgive me.

Just tel me what you want from me. If you want me to leave you alone, I don’t like that but I’ll do it.