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[fireface]

I know that. I’ve apologized to them. I don’t think you’ve lived through that yet since you’ve been here, but I’ve taken steps to show that I want to do more than just apologize.

[He’s not sure how much he should say, and the temptation to clam up again is strong. But he persists.]

Natsuo shares your sentiment, but I’m trying my best for all of you. Even your mother. But they aren’t here and that means there’s not much I can do but try to show you that I’m doing my best. I don’t need you to forgive me.

Just tel me what you want from me. If you want me to leave you alone, I don’t like that but I’ll do it.

[numbertwohero]

[Even though he'd mentioned his mother just seconds earlier, his jaw still tightens when Enji does the same. His mother...she wouldn't even be in that place, in that situation, if it weren't for Enji. None of them would be in the place they were.

He doesn't even know where Toya is, what happened to him. Right now, he's still not sure he wants to know. Fuyumi and Natsuo don't really talk about it.

Right now, he doesn't even know what he wants.

Shoto's quiet for a long moment, looking at the letter in his hands. It would be easier if he could just throw it all away. Tell Enji to go fuck himself, and just...

But he can't do that, can he?]

I don't want anything from you, here. Just--keep your shitty self alive. Don't you dare go and die. I'm doing fine on my own. And when we get home--then you can show me the rest.

[fireface]

[Shoto's silence doesn't bother him because he has the same tendency to close himself off when he's in deep thought, so when his son does speak he pays special attention to precisely what he's told.

It's harsh, but not unjustified. He can respect the decision Shoto's come to, and honestly it isn't as bad as he'd assumed his son's response would be.]

I understand. I won't trouble you with having to worry, and I'll trust that you're doing okay too... [Which seems impossible for a father to do. Even a father as horrible as himself. Being concerned about his children, and especially Shoto, isn't something he will overcome quickly, but he'll do his best to abide by those wishes.]

You know how to contact me if you change your mind.

[numbertwohero]

[He won't change his mind. That's what he wants to say. After all, why would he? He's still furious at his father, still suspicious, still struggling with years of emotions he's never been able to fully explore or process. It's a long road, and one he's still not sure he even wants to start walking down.

And yet...his mother's words still echo inside him.

Shoto offers his father a brusque nod, finally turning and starting to walk away, though he pauses before leaving. He doesn't look back, exactly; just...stops. His head is turned just slightly to the right, enough to show a bit of cheek but nothing else. Not his eyes.]

...If you text me, I'll answer. So you know I'm still here.

[It's more than Enji deserves, maybe, but. He's still family, as fucked up as that is. And he knows both Fuyumi and his mom would say as much.]