[Even though he'd mentioned his mother just seconds earlier, his jaw still tightens when Enji does the same. His mother...she wouldn't even be in that place, in that situation, if it weren't for Enji. None of them would be in the place they were.
He doesn't even know where Toya is, what happened to him. Right now, he's still not sure he wants to know. Fuyumi and Natsuo don't really talk about it.
Right now, he doesn't even know what he wants.
Shoto's quiet for a long moment, looking at the letter in his hands. It would be easier if he could just throw it all away. Tell Enji to go fuck himself, and just...
But he can't do that, can he?]
I don't want anything from you, here. Just--keep your shitty self alive. Don't you dare go and die. I'm doing fine on my own. And when we get home--then you can show me the rest.
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He doesn't even know where Toya is, what happened to him. Right now, he's still not sure he wants to know. Fuyumi and Natsuo don't really talk about it.
Right now, he doesn't even know what he wants.
Shoto's quiet for a long moment, looking at the letter in his hands. It would be easier if he could just throw it all away. Tell Enji to go fuck himself, and just...
But he can't do that, can he?]
I don't want anything from you, here. Just--keep your shitty self alive. Don't you dare go and die. I'm doing fine on my own. And when we get home--then you can show me the rest.