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Shoto Todoroki ([personal profile] numbertwohero) wrote2019-08-06 11:31 pm
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His mother has good days and bad days.

On the good days, she's sweet and kind. She greets him with a hand on his cheek and a smile, she asks him how his classes are going, she remembers the friends he mentions and teases him about being popular with the girls. They go for long walks in the facility grounds and she tells him about the plants she's growing in the little space they've let her have, and he ends the visit with a hug, her thin, fragile form in his careful arms, and he wonders at how much smaller than him she is already. On the good days, he leaves with hope and renewed determination to become the best he can be, to show his father that number two isn't just second place and it's a place and a life to be proud of.

This was not a good day.

This was the kind of day where he opened her door and she looked at him for that first second with fear and hatred and sorrow, where her eyes lingered on his left side too long, no matter how much he tried to keep her on his right. This was the kind of day where every response was distracted and her voice too high-pitched and her laughter sharp and strained. This was the day that, when he reached out to stop her from walking in front of a speeding golf cart full of groundskeepers, she flinched from his touch and slapped him across the face.

She'd apologized, horror on her face and heartbreak in her voice, and he'd said it was fine, and he loved her, but he left soon after, hurrying back towards the school dorms where he could just...shut himself away. It was still early on Sunday. Everyone would still be out, or training, and he could have time to put himself back together. His right cheek is still burning from her slap, stinging and red and almost bruised, and it aches with a pain sharper and more real than the phantom ache of his scarred left side. It's a strange feeling. Normally that side doesn't feel hot. Everything is backwards. Everything is backwards, and his chest is tight, and he can feel the tears trying to burn at his eyes, but it's fine, he's almost there--

--and then he rounds the corner of the stairs heading up towards the fourth floor, and almost runs straight into Midoriya, coming down. Todoroki's eyes are wide, almost glassy, and his heart is racing, and it's only a second before he looks away, not quite flinching but all but vibrating with tension.

"...Sorry. I didn't see you there."

His voice is rough, strained, just as tight as his shoulders, and he waits for Midoriya to keep on going, to be tactful or distracted or whatever it is he needs to be, so he can finally make it up that last flight to his own floor and the safety of his room.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-30 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
On the contrary, Izuku is pretty sure there's everything to be embarrassed about, seeing as they're laying on his bed rubbing their half-hard dicks together through their clothes. It's not that he doesn't trust Shouto-- he's one of maybe five people in the world he trusts implicitly, in fact --it's just... Well, they're rubbing their half-hard dicks together. It's a little embarrassing! But maybe less so because they're both so new and confused. It's a learning experience. Lord knows Izuku loves those.

He sucks in a sharp breath when Shouto takes to mouthing his palm, and then along to his wrist, because it's... so intimate in a way he's stunned by, because it's not even sexual it's just sweet and overwhelmingly gentle, and the look on his face is surely going to make Izuku's heart explode. He blinks several times in rapid succession to keep from getting emotional about it, because they don't need his waterworks right now, not even a little bit. He sniffs carefully, and then makes a confused, wordless sound when Shouto shifts, and-- suddenly, he's sitting on Shouto and he's laying back against his mattress and there's a distinct moment of horror as he realizes they're getting frisky on top of his All Might bedspread.

But it's fine, and the panic only lasts for a second, quickly replaced by warmth that starts in his chest and travels pretty rapidly south at the overall view of Shouto... Well, below him in this particular way. He's startled by how much he likes that, actually, because he's never really considered himself a particularly dominating guy, but here he is, absolutely getting less comfortable in his shorts over straddling Todoroki Shouto's hips and the specific way his hair fans out when he's laid back like that. Ooh, boy but he's in so much trouble.

He bites his lip, squirming for a moment and feeling out the new position, and then he grins, the expression startlingly bashful from the way he hunches his shoulders up and his ears go red. He's still biting his lip, which probably doesn't help, but he's also very specifically rolling his hips against Shouto's before he can really react to his accidentally coy expression. He can't help the sound it draws out of him, either, and he lays one hand over Shouto's against his thigh, twining their fingers.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-31 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
Don't worry about your pants, Shouto, Izuku will loan you something if laundry becomes necessary. Which... With the way things are going, laundry is absolutely going to become necessary. His own breath catches at the response from Shouto, and specifically his wandering thumb finding its way under the hem of his shorts, and he bites his lower lip again.

"--yeah?" He makes it a question more than a statement, because he's still pretty sure they're both on the same page of enjoying what they're feeling, but he's still just uncertain enough to want the affirmation. "Um, should... our clothes," He can't, however, quite manage to entirely put together the concept of it probably being a good idea for them to both at least get to their skivvies. It doesn't stop him from continuing to roll his hips, idly falling into some form of rhythm with the motion as Shouto meets him partway for it.

After a second roll of his hips like that, though, he curls his fingers a little tighter around Shouto's and folds in half, bowing over him to seek and find his mouth again, rendering both of them at a loss to figure out the predicament of their pants-- at least verbally. Maybe he's read Shouto's mind a little, there, going for that kiss, but he only actually manages a sort of sloppy half-gesture before he just hovers there, breathing.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-03 11:48 pm (UTC)(link)
He's the one that started the idea of-- well, most of this, probably? But particularly shedding their clothes, having taken off his shirt and suggested it, and yet as Shouto peels his way out of his shirt Izuku can't quite figure out how to return air to his lungs. His hands reach out and splay gently against Shouto's ribs the moment he's still again, shifting and exploring with warm fingertips, entirely entranced by the boy's skin. It's not like they've never seen each other shirtless-- or even naked, for that matter. He can't conjure a time he's actively looked prior to now, even if he's absolutely thought about it, but the last few hours have proven to teach them both a lot about themselves and each other. He's biting his lip again, not realizing he's doing it, letting his hands slide upward until they find his shoulders, then his neck, and he's folding forward again to thread his fingers into his hair.

"...this is probaby weird to say, but you're really pretty." He says it without wholly meaning to, and his tone is a little slurred-- he's absolutely high on the drug that is teenage libido and discovering how attracted he is to one of his best friends. He cranes his neck forward to kiss along his jawline as Shouto's thumb skates higher under the leg of his shorts, and he shimmies just enough to let him move farther still. "...'s okay, do what you want." Because he certainly is, just going to town smearing sloppy little kisses all along his jawline and down his neck, scooting along until he gets back to his collarbone, now exposed freely.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-11 12:49 am (UTC)(link)
Izuku manages a strangled little grunt of a sound, burying his face against Shouto's skin and staying there for a moment, laughing in a thin, breathless sort of way. He sits up as much as he can with Shouto's hand on his neck, making a face at him.

"You can't just say stuff like that, jeez..." He puts a hand along his jawline, smudging his thumb across his face. "Um, could..." He bites his lower lip, squirming slightly, and pauses his train of thought enough to make a startled little gasp of a sound and glance at Shouto's hand against the back of his thigh. It's... nice. It's nice, but it's overwhelming, and there's a consistent thought going through his head through it all. "Would it be okay if I called you Shouto? Just-- ...just now, for this. It feels weird to use your family name."
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-11 07:48 am (UTC)(link)
It happens before he can think about it-- everything is so utterly much right now, he's already been walking on eggshells most of the entire ordeal, the ease with which Shouto concedes to let him call him by his first name is just the final straw. He sucks in a sharp breath and his whole expression wobbles, his eyes getting hot and misting over. He shuts them, nodding, and moves one hand to cover Shouto's, guiding it back to where it had been.

"I'd like that," he manages, his voice choked and caught up in his throat, and his whole person hitches with another sharp inhale. "I'd-- like that a lot," He sits back from him, then, sitting upright, and smears his hand over his eyes. "I'm sorry, I keep getting all weepy on you, it's-- just." He's glad he doesn't ever quite reach a point of sobbing, but he's sucking in these soggy little hitched breaths that are pretty borderline. "This is a lot, 'n I never... ever thought we'd get here, I've wanted to be close enough to you for so long. You're so important to me, you're so important, I just--" He moves his hand, and his face is a wreck of embarrassed, blotchy red from his outburst, and he's lost his attempt at fighting off tears so he just lets them happen for a moment, and then moves both his arms to reach out, circling his neck so he can press his face into the hollow of his throat.

"Shouto," he breathes his name like he's praying, almost, thick and squashed through his throat like he's waited his whole life just to say his name.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-16 04:22 pm (UTC)(link)
He should have known to expect that Shouto's response would just make it worse, but he didn't, so he absolutely chokes on an attempt to reign himself in. For a long moment after Shouto breathes his name, he's starkly silent and shaking against him until he finally gives in and lets himself sob. He stays that way, curled to his front and burrowed against his throat, turning his face enough so he doesn't get his skin all wet and snotty, and lets himself have a good solid cry. He's long since past the point of being bothered by how overemotional he gets, it's just part of who he is, even if sometimes it's frustrating because he can't usually explain why he dissolves like an alka seltzer tablet sometimes. He winds up shifting, shuffling around so he's slotted beside Todoroki's body instead of straddling him, curled against him until he manages to draw in solid breaths and calm down.

He sits up, then, smiling sheepishly and smudging his hands over his face.

"...'m still gonna apologize when I do that," he says quietly, his voice a croaked grumble. Once his face is at least mostly clear, he reaches out again, framing Shouto's and kissing him, gently. "...I'll try to not burst into tears every time you call me by name, though."
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-16 05:22 pm (UTC)(link)
It's possibly something to be concerned about, except for the fact that it happens so often it's hard to worry that much. He'll swear up and down he's fine, and most of the time he is-- it's actually usually pretty obvious if he isn't, because it's a different sort of outburst. Regardless, the fact that Shouto just lets him have his fit and sits with him, curled and comfortable, means more than the smaller teenager can verbalize.

He sniffs roughly, smiling in a funny crooked way, and shakes his head. "No, I just want to," he explains, voice still scratchy from crying. He leans into Shouto's hand, closing his eyes and smiling. It's true, he does apologize for more than he needs to, but it's only partially by cause of other things. He's just... needlessly polite, on top of the bullying making him meek.

And meek he stays, to the point that when Shouto sits up and brushes his lips to his forehead, saying something about water before climbing out of bed, he just squeaks softly and folds inward to take up less space. He's... not entirely surprised by the water bottle, his mother would do the same thing, and he'd taken notice of Iida presenting him with water bottles every other hour or so (how did he do that, anyway?), but something about the specific gesture in this case makes his whole body feel warm in a way he doesn't expect. He twists, curling back against him so that their bodies are flush together. "Okay," he says, craning his neck to kiss his jawline. "...sorry, I. We were getting handsy and then I started crying instead." He swallows, hovering near his face. "...can I kiss you again?"
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-17 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
He laughs quietly, turning inward to hide from him for a moment, his ears going red. They've been bumping uglies half the evening, and words are what fluster him. "Yes, handsy," he reiterates, turning to look at him finally. His expression is soft, and he shifts to bump his hip into Shouto's hand a bit for emphasis.

"Good, 'cause I might just kiss you all the time," he says, surprisingly shy. "...if that's okay."
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-17 06:47 am (UTC)(link)
"Patience is a virtue, Shouto," he says, scrunching his nose from smiling too hard. Despite his words, he's looping his arms up around Shouto's neck again, tangling his fingers in his hair and not giving him a chance to retort before he's kissing him again, slow and gentle. He stays there, just barely touching for a moment, and then turns his head to curiously open his mouth and lay claim to Shouto's lower lip, biting gently.

The rest of him, on the other hand, shifts to curl closer still, slotting himself back to his side and tangling their legs back together-- seems like tangled was the way they'd always start out.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-18 07:05 am (UTC)(link)
That sound is downright sinful, and there's a sudden pocket of heat behind Izuku's stomach from it, and he easily remembers just how handsy they'd gotten before his outburst. He really needed to stop losing wars with tears and cockteasing himself. He bites just a touch harder on Shouto's lip before releasing it, drawing away enough to smile through half-closed eyes and lean forward at the hand against the small of his back.

He quirks a mischievous eyebrow at the way Shouto's hand finds its way below his waistband. "See? Handsy," he breathes, curling and uncurling his fingers in his hair, lightly scratching blunted fingernails against his scalp a moment, before one travels down the column of his neck and to his shoulder, and then along his side, fingertips skating feather-light over his skin. His hand presses flat against the cinch of his waist, thumb drawing idle patterns at his last rib.

Unconsciously, his hips shift forward and he hooks one leg around Shouto's, rubbing forward and making a quiet sound of his own. "B-but, could always be moreso."
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-22 02:01 am (UTC)(link)
The sound Izuku makes is not unlike a squashed squeaktoy, though he exhales a moment later with a much less G-rated sound, skin hot with embarrassment. He's always known Shouto to be rather bold, but he figures he'd never quite expected to be on the receiving end of that. Much less his butt.

Of course, any embarrassment over being groped vanishes the moment he catches that mirth in Shouto's tone, and he hovers barely an inch from him, going slightly cross-eyed to look at him. "...Shouto," he tests carefully, drumming his fingertips lightly in the same spot.

"Are you ticklish?"
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-22 02:37 am (UTC)(link)
It's distracting, absolutely, just not quite enough to keep him off the prize of Shouto's laughter. The smile that crosses his features is absolutely melted, right at first, his features scrunching up as his lips pull away from his teeth and he folds forward to bump their foreheads together.

"That's adorable," he breathes, kissing his lips lightly. "And probably dangerous, and I'm going to file it away for later when you least expect it. You have the cutest laugh." Rest in pepperoni, Todoroki Shouto.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-09-22 03:04 am (UTC)(link)
Hm, indeed. That... was probably a conversation for later, which promised to be full of long-winded stuttered mumbling for them doing what they had without really discussing what they were. They'd expressed there were feelings, at least, but... Gosh, way to do things out of order.

He chitters his own little laugh, the sound something like a windchime, and nods.

"Only if you promise to laugh more."

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