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[wearingguess]

I see...

I suppose I am
mm
not "projecting"
That thing of where I have a bad association with something, that really does not have anything to do with you, but I cannot help thinking about it and feeling uncomfortable?
But that is neither here nor there!
In any case
I think you are already doing things that matter. But by all means, you should keep moving forward, and do whatever you must to become the version of yourself you are proudest to be!

[numbertwohero]

I understand

Not sure what the word is for it either, but I get it. There's probably a better word for what I mean, anyway

That's sort of what I'm trying to do. Even here, away from home. I've actually thought about joining the Moon Knights, maybe...they take applicants at 16. And I'd feel like I'm helping. But I'm not sure about swearing allegiance to a place I'm not going to stay.

[wearingguess]

Since they allow Moonblessed to join their ranks, they probably understand that you are liable to return to your own world at an unpredictable time. And one hopes they have a modified version of their vows, or motto, or whatever to account for that...

It does feel strange, though. Even though I have already lived here longer than I did in Magnostadt, it still seems somehow as though I am only a guest. There are many reasons why it is inevitable that the Prismals would see us as a different category of beings from themselves, but nevertheless...
Well
I don't really know what I mean to say.

[numbertwohero]

That would make sense. I just don't want to break a vow like that, accidentally or not. It's a pretty serious commitment.

I guess I kind of know what you mean. I've been here for months now. Longer than I was even in the dorms at UA. Almost the same amount of time I've even been at UA. But it still feels temporary. Maybe because people I know keep disappearing, and I never know who's going to be next...

[wearingguess]

True. But the fact that you cannot promise you will be able to do it forever doesn't mean it is not still worth doing for as long as you can.
...Probably.

[numbertwohero]

...Yeah. After all, isn't being a hero the same? You never know which villain fight is going to be your last.

Sorry, this probably isn't the happiest conversation, is it?

[wearingguess]

Ha
Well, it is like that for most people, I think
Even if the specific circumstances differ.

Would you want to know?
Which villain fight would be the last.

[numbertwohero]

Honestly? I'm not sure. I worry that if I knew, I might be too worried about the people I'm leaving behind to give it my all. Or maybe I'd fight harder for them. I'm not sure.

[wearingguess]

[ it's a long time before he answers. ]

Well
I suppose now I am the one who should apologize for the unhappy conversation topic.

[numbertwohero]

No, you're fine. Really. I don't mind. Actually it's kind of nice being able to talk about this kind of thing without someone getting worried about me, or thinking it's weird.

So, thanks.

[wearingguess]

[ now he feels kind of bad / awkward about the fact that he mostly wasn't thinking about shouto at all. ]

It's not weird!
I think it might be more worrying if you were aiming to become a hero without ever having thought about these things. It shows you are serious about it, you know?