Shoto Todoroki (
numbertwohero) wrote2019-08-06 11:31 pm
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His mother has good days and bad days.
On the good days, she's sweet and kind. She greets him with a hand on his cheek and a smile, she asks him how his classes are going, she remembers the friends he mentions and teases him about being popular with the girls. They go for long walks in the facility grounds and she tells him about the plants she's growing in the little space they've let her have, and he ends the visit with a hug, her thin, fragile form in his careful arms, and he wonders at how much smaller than him she is already. On the good days, he leaves with hope and renewed determination to become the best he can be, to show his father that number two isn't just second place and it's a place and a life to be proud of.
This was not a good day.
This was the kind of day where he opened her door and she looked at him for that first second with fear and hatred and sorrow, where her eyes lingered on his left side too long, no matter how much he tried to keep her on his right. This was the kind of day where every response was distracted and her voice too high-pitched and her laughter sharp and strained. This was the day that, when he reached out to stop her from walking in front of a speeding golf cart full of groundskeepers, she flinched from his touch and slapped him across the face.
She'd apologized, horror on her face and heartbreak in her voice, and he'd said it was fine, and he loved her, but he left soon after, hurrying back towards the school dorms where he could just...shut himself away. It was still early on Sunday. Everyone would still be out, or training, and he could have time to put himself back together. His right cheek is still burning from her slap, stinging and red and almost bruised, and it aches with a pain sharper and more real than the phantom ache of his scarred left side. It's a strange feeling. Normally that side doesn't feel hot. Everything is backwards. Everything is backwards, and his chest is tight, and he can feel the tears trying to burn at his eyes, but it's fine, he's almost there--
--and then he rounds the corner of the stairs heading up towards the fourth floor, and almost runs straight into Midoriya, coming down. Todoroki's eyes are wide, almost glassy, and his heart is racing, and it's only a second before he looks away, not quite flinching but all but vibrating with tension.
"...Sorry. I didn't see you there."
His voice is rough, strained, just as tight as his shoulders, and he waits for Midoriya to keep on going, to be tactful or distracted or whatever it is he needs to be, so he can finally make it up that last flight to his own floor and the safety of his room.
On the good days, she's sweet and kind. She greets him with a hand on his cheek and a smile, she asks him how his classes are going, she remembers the friends he mentions and teases him about being popular with the girls. They go for long walks in the facility grounds and she tells him about the plants she's growing in the little space they've let her have, and he ends the visit with a hug, her thin, fragile form in his careful arms, and he wonders at how much smaller than him she is already. On the good days, he leaves with hope and renewed determination to become the best he can be, to show his father that number two isn't just second place and it's a place and a life to be proud of.
This was not a good day.
This was the kind of day where he opened her door and she looked at him for that first second with fear and hatred and sorrow, where her eyes lingered on his left side too long, no matter how much he tried to keep her on his right. This was the kind of day where every response was distracted and her voice too high-pitched and her laughter sharp and strained. This was the day that, when he reached out to stop her from walking in front of a speeding golf cart full of groundskeepers, she flinched from his touch and slapped him across the face.
She'd apologized, horror on her face and heartbreak in her voice, and he'd said it was fine, and he loved her, but he left soon after, hurrying back towards the school dorms where he could just...shut himself away. It was still early on Sunday. Everyone would still be out, or training, and he could have time to put himself back together. His right cheek is still burning from her slap, stinging and red and almost bruised, and it aches with a pain sharper and more real than the phantom ache of his scarred left side. It's a strange feeling. Normally that side doesn't feel hot. Everything is backwards. Everything is backwards, and his chest is tight, and he can feel the tears trying to burn at his eyes, but it's fine, he's almost there--
--and then he rounds the corner of the stairs heading up towards the fourth floor, and almost runs straight into Midoriya, coming down. Todoroki's eyes are wide, almost glassy, and his heart is racing, and it's only a second before he looks away, not quite flinching but all but vibrating with tension.
"...Sorry. I didn't see you there."
His voice is rough, strained, just as tight as his shoulders, and he waits for Midoriya to keep on going, to be tactful or distracted or whatever it is he needs to be, so he can finally make it up that last flight to his own floor and the safety of his room.

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"That'd be nice, I think," he replies, and his voice is quiet, eyes closed. He doesn't know that he wants to bring up that depending on what Shouto means by keep going it could get a little more... physical, because he's not sure he wants to entertain that thought or approach it enough to verbally dignify it. Maybe he'd just... ignore that impulse. "...I like you, Todoroki-kun. A lot." It felt nice to say it, now, not terrifying like it had been before.
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But...more of this would be nice. This soft exploration, learning the shape and the feel and the taste of each other. Shouto's legs shift against Izuku's, sock-clad toes sliding against his ankle, and he nudges Izuku's nose with his own in turn. "I like you, too, Midoriya," he answers, voice husky and barely above a whisper as he places a light, soft kiss on the other boy's mouth.
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"...what, um. When you say keep going..." He doesn't quite know how to ask how far.
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When Izuku draws back, it takes a moment for Shouto's eyes to open again, and there's a very distinctly dreamy look on his face as he tries to pull himself together again, focusing on Izuku and what he's saying. "Keep..." he echoes for just a moment, and then he remembers his own words and his expression clears a little. He's still not incredibly emotive, but Izuku knows him well enough, is looking close enough to see the hints of uncertainty in his eyes, the tilt of his eyebrows.
"I mean--I haven't really...done any of this before. With another person," he starts, and yes, that is in fact a faint flush on Todoroki Shouto's cheeks that is entirely the fault of one (1) Midoriya Izuku. "Not that I think you have, either. And that's fine. I just--I like you a lot. And this feels really good. So, maybe we can...figure the rest out, together. And if you want to stop, we can stop." It's not an answer. Not exactly an answer. But it's about as much of an answer as he's got so far. He wouldn't mind going further. Kissing Izuku other places, seeing if the rest of his skin tastes as good as his lips. Exploring the shape of his muscles, feeling those hands on him. And...well, maybe there are a few other things he wouldn't mind trying out, either, but he probably shouldn't say anything about those right away. Right?
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"I can't look you in the eye when I say this, but the only action I've ever gotten is my hand. Which isn't great because I kind of messed up the dominant one." Shouto will probably feel how red he goes as he says that moreso than see it, though the flush creeps down the back of his neck, too. "But, um." He chews on his lip again for a moment, and the taste Shouto left behind is less, this time. He doesn't... like that. He'd like more of that taste, not less. "...I'd definitely like to figure the rest out. With you."
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Shouto tilts his head back a little as Izuku dives forward, burying his face in his throat, and tries not to get distracted by the feeling of his breath against his collarbone as he listens to what Izuku has to say. Although what he has to say is plenty distracting, in and of itself, as now his mind is conjuring all sorts of images about what Izuku and his hand might have gotten up to, and--yeah, wow, he should. He should probably stop, calm down a little. Even if it's an incredibly compelling mental image. And Izuku isn't saying stop at all. In fact, he's saying...he's saying what Shouto had said. He's saying he wants this, too.
"It's the same for me, you know? So we'll just...do what feels good," he answers, voice a breathy rumble as he shifts his other arm, threading his fingers into Izuku's hair as his other hand slips back under his shirt again, exploring a little more boldly. If Izuku is more comfortable not looking, that's fine. They can work up to that. Because he definitely wants to see the look on his face when--
--okay, getting ahead of himself again. Hm. "I just want you to feel good," he murmurs again, a little softer this time, and presses a kiss to the crown of Izuku's head. However that ends up happening.
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"I want to feel you," he breathes, and he's pretty wholly unaware he even said that out loud.
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"You can," he murmurs, a little dazed as he slides his foot between Izuku's, slotting their lower legs together, pressing in closer. Izuku's shirt is rucked halfway up his torso at this point, pushed by Shouto's exploring touch, and his hand slides over his ribs again, down to his hip where it settles, squeezing lightly.
"...Do that again...?"
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"...'m gonna just," he doesn't finish his thought verbally, instead just tugging his shirt up and off his shoulders, taking a moment to fold it haphazardly and set it aside, probably in an unconscious aim to not take note of Shouto's potential for roving his eyes over the fact that he'd just taken off his shirt. Once it's set aside, he pats it, and then slowly settles back into their comfortable little tangle, pressing a simple kiss to his collarbone where he'd put his mouth wholesale moments before. There's a second, and then a third, and finally he opens his mouth against Shouto's skin again, this time gently scraping his teeth there before he seals his lips down and lathes his tongue there again.
With Shouto having asked for him to do it again, Izuku is emboldened, and lingers, actually making a longer sucking motion against his skin, more or less with the intent of leaving a mark. The idea made the hair on the back of his neck stand up, and he squirms his lower body slightly, knocking their knees together and hooking one leg behind Shouto's. Lord help him, this was getting him so randy.
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It's easier for his hand to wander up the planes of Izuku's back as he returns to his previous position, tucked in against Shouto's chest, and those gentle kisses are nice but nothing compared to the feeling of teeth scraping against his skin, setting his nerve endings alight and coaxing another one of those noises from his throat. He can feel the suction, and almost dreamily he thinks he's definitely going to have a mark there after, and the thought of that is much nicer than he'd expected. The feeling of all of this is so much better, and as Izuku hooks a leg behind Shouto's, his own leg slides a little further between Izuku's, tangling their legs further, pressing them closer together.
"Mmm, that feels...really good," he murmurs, a faintly breathless sound in his voice as he buries a hand in Izuku's hair. He wonders if he shouldn't take his own shirt off, too, if Izuku is tugging on his collar like that. It might make it easier, and the idea of being able to feel him like that, warm skin against his own, is incredibly tempting.
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His ears burned, the tone of Shouto's voice heading directly south, and he buries his face against his neck.
"'m glad," he mumbles, shy again for a moment. "Um, I don't... wanna make this weird or anything, but, it... feels like worth mentioning that much more of this handsy stuff is probably gonna lead to uh... Problems," Descriptive, Izuku. Why don't you just tell him you're easily wandering down the road to bonertown.
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"It's fine," he murmurs briefly, as that look of concern flashes over Izuku's face, the other boy shooting forward and burying his face in his neck again. "I don't mind if there's a mark." And no one else has to know where it came from. It's theirs. It doesn't belong to anyone else. Not that he's ashamed of Izuku, of feeling like this, but...it's all still new, and he knows that Izuku isn't exactly a fan of personal attention. Neither is he, honestly, even if it bothers him less. So, if that's what Izuku is worried about, it's fine.
Maybe it's not all he's worried about, though, and for a moment again Shouto is confused. Weird...? Problems?? What--
--oh.
He can't quite help the faint huff of laughter into Izuku's hair as his arms tighten around the other boy, hugging him close. "I think it'd be weirder if that wasn't a problem, honestly, Midoriya," he says, a rare display of something almost like humor as he nuzzles close to Izuku's ear, cheek against his temple. The words are a little slow after that, as he carefully navigates something he doesn't have the words for, exactly, but he doesn't sound at all upset. "It's not a problem at all, to me. But, if you want to stop, we can." He isn't at all inclined to stop, otherwise--in fact, if anything there's a part of him that's curious, that wonders if he really could get that kind of reaction out of Izuku. He's definitely inclined to try.
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He almost regrets it, because the look on Shouto's face is almost enough to send him into cardiac arrest. He wheezes a quiet breath, puffing one cheek out and letting his lips make a sort of raspberry sound as he exhales, closing his eyes.
"...I don't," he says again, and it's still the one thing he says with confidence. "But I don't know how... far, you're thinking about going. I don't really have... anything you're supposed to for any of this." Listen, he's researched everything, mostly out of curiosity about sex itself than specific interest in any one particular male classmate.
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But it's fine. There's still that soft look in his eyes as he looks down at Izuku thoughtfully, listening to what he has to say and taking it seriously. "Mm, I don't think I'm ready for something like that, just yet," he says after a moment, fingers idly exploring the base of Izuku's neck, fingertips wandering over his shoulders and tracing the dip of his spine. Honestly, he's still figuring this out. Sex isn't on the table just yet. But...
"But...there are other things besides that," he finishes, and now there's something contemplative in the way he's looking at Izuku, licking his lips almost absently. "Different things we could do. If we feel like it." If they get to making out more, and the inevitable happens, well. There's a lot of different things you can do for a problem like that, he thinks. And Izuku had mentioned messing up his good hand. Seems like the kind of problem he might have a solution for, and he'd be lying if he said the idea was entirely unappealing.
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--please stop him, Shouto, he's muttering.
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Still, that doesn't mean he's not also going to flush, even if he's going to just go right out and say it, too.
"Just because I'm not ready to have sex yet doesn't mean I'm not willing to use my hands. Or to try using my mouth."
Hopefully that's clear enough???
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"O-okay, that's... Certainly more to the point, yeah," he wheezes, raising his eyes to look up at him again. His whole face has blown scarlet and he opens his mouth, closes it, and then cranes himself upward again to carefully kiss the very center of Shouto's lips. "...hands, or mouths, are probably a good place to start. Sorry, I didn't mean to... suggest we go all-in right away. I just don't... Have anything prepared for any...anythings. Hands or mouths or whatevers."
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The sound that follows it, however...yeah, he definitely, definitely needs to hear that sound again. That pleased little whimper runs right through him, a shiver of heat right on down the base of his spine where it blooms, and he thinks very briefly that Izuku's not the only one that's going to have a 'problem' here.
He holds still as Izuku leans up, placing that very exact kiss on his mouth, and his own lips press back just the slightest amount, waiting for the rest of his response. The part that comes with words. "Don't have to be sorry," he says, and he leans in slightly, bumping Izuku's nose with his own, a clumsy gesture imitating Izuku's earlier one. "We both kind of tend to rush in headfirst most of the time. But I think it's probably a good idea to take our time with this one."
That nose bump is followed by a kiss, and then by another, slightly longer, and Shouto's eyes are still half-closed when he pulls back to look at Izuku again, his cheeks still faintly pink from exertion as well as the words. "I don't think you really need anything extra for hands. At least nothing we don't already have?" Not that he's saying they have to, just. If it happens.
Although 'if' is quickly becoming a 'when,' isn't it?
"...I guess we'll have to do some research." He may be smiling just a little when he says that one, a tiny smile before he leans in to kiss Izuku much more intently, this time not at all shy about slotting their legs together, his thigh slipping between Izuku's as he leans in to the embrace.
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"Hands and things to put them on, think we've both got that covered," he almost slurs, opening his mouth as Shouto moves forward to him, and when his leg slots between his Izuku hooks a knee around the back of his classmate's, using the leverage to curve his hips inward against his thigh. It's... a lot of contact, very suddenly, and he doesn't break the kiss but he does most certainly gasp into it, soon after offering another one of those little whimpers Shouto seems to have enjoyed so much.
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Not that he's thinking about that in the slightest, anymore, and maybe that's partially the point. Everything about this leaves nothing in his mind for anything but Izuku: Izuku and the touch of his lips, the taste of him lingering in Shouto's mouth, the almost glazed look in his eyes when the kiss breaks. That little sound he makes all over again when he arches his hips into Shouto's thigh, the friction incredibly pleasant and enough to pull an answering sound from Shouto himself as he responds in kind, bracing his leg with an ankle on the back of Izuku's calf.
It is a lot of contact, but it's a lot of very good contact, and the noise he makes is almost needy, as his lips part again and--there's just the tiniest flicker of a tongue along Izuku's lower lip. He wanted to taste him, that's all, and it seems like a good idea, with that heated body pressed against his own, hand carding through Izuku's hair and fingers bunching in the dense strands. "Mmn--yeah, we've...definitely got it covered," he echoes briefly, before leaning in to kiss him again, and again after that. Who needs stopping? Or breathing, really?
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"Let me... mmn." He leans away, but not far, bracing his hands on Shouto's shoulders and shifting against him. He winds up accidentally hitting just the right angle to more than figuratively bump uglies, and he yelps, but it's a good sound. "...not, not what I had in mind, but still okay, that's fine. Is that fine?"
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Eventually, it's Izuku who breaks the kiss--of course, because where there's a problem there's a frankly brilliant boy trying to figure out a solution--and the solution he comes up with is...
...Well, it's enough to pull a sound from Shouto that's very, very close to a breathy moan, albeit one that's abruptly muffled by the way he bites his lip, eyes briefly closing before he reopens them, trying to focus again on Izuku. "That's...pretty fine, yeah," he answers, and it's definitely clear that he doesn't mind trying that again. Even if it does mean that Izuku's mouth is out of kissing range for a moment.
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"Pretty fine," he repeats, shifting his hands to take a gentle grip on Shouto's hips to keep him still as he rolls his own forward again. Surprisingly, he makes no sound, but his eyelids droop and his eyes roll slightly backward. "Pretty fine is nice. Don't, um." His ears burn scarlet and he closes his eyes for a moment, putting his head against Shouto's temple to avoid seeing his expression for a moment. "...let me hear you?" That came out a lot less confident than he wanted.
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Fortunately, Izuku seems to have the same idea, and those hands shift down from his shoulders to his hips as Shouto nods, vaguely mouthing his agreement as he tries to press forward into that touch. His breath catches in his throat at the sensation yet again, lightning down his spine and warmth spreading through his stomach, a series of shuddering gasps and a sound almost like a whimper. It's impossible for Izuku to miss just how turned on he is at this point, and when Izuku leans against his temple, Shouto leans into the touch not unlike a cat, pressing an open-mouthed kiss to the side of his neck.
Let me hear you, Izuku says finally, and it's maybe just a little bit of a shame that he can't see the look on Shouto's face when he does, the heat and the want in his eyes. If nothing else, he definitely can't miss the full-body shudder that runs through him, or the sound that is distinctly a whine as he almost instinctively arches again into Izuku's touch. Hear him? So he wants to hear those noises that Shouto can't help making? There's something faintly embarrassing about it, and yet at the same time it's such an incredible rush, he doesn't want to hold back.
Although, there's still a practical concern, maybe one of the last:
"...Is Mineta still out with everyone, too?"
Aoyama he doesn't care about, but Mineta was the kind of person who'd listen in on his neighbors, and he'd never let either of them forget it.
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Hearing Shouto though-- those little gasps, the half-whimper, it makes it Izuku's turn to bite his lip to avoid making a terribly lewd sound, though biting his lip doesn't do a damn thing to mask the way he strains in his shorts directly against his classmate. They were really going for this, at this point, and there's a lot to be said about the force of libido in an extremely energetic sixteen year old. He exhales harshly, the tail end of it a definite groan at Shouto's lips against his neck-- Shouto was the only person that had really touched him there, probably ever, and absolutely in such an intimate way. He puts his mouth at the join of Shouto's neck and shoulder again, breathing through his nose to keep quiet while the other digests his request, and unconsciously sucks at his skin a little. So, now there are probably two marks Izuku has left on him, and they haven't even gotten to the good part. When he responds with sound and motion, Izuku doesn't bother to guard his own sound, though the sound is quiet, from him.
He sits up to give him a crooked smile at the question, nodding. "He wasn't there when I left and ran into you, at least," he breathes, and his voice is something of a wreck, quiet and caught in his throat like gravel. He shifts, carefully, reaching out to set a hand against Shouto's face. "...you okay?"
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this icon cracks me up more than it should tbh
lmao it's a good icon tho
he do a succ
HE DO
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uses this icon because it's mostly fitting this time
I need more porny icons tbh
i'm slowly working on more i got u fam
Ur the best boo
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