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Shoto Todoroki ([personal profile] numbertwohero) wrote2019-08-06 11:31 pm
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His mother has good days and bad days.

On the good days, she's sweet and kind. She greets him with a hand on his cheek and a smile, she asks him how his classes are going, she remembers the friends he mentions and teases him about being popular with the girls. They go for long walks in the facility grounds and she tells him about the plants she's growing in the little space they've let her have, and he ends the visit with a hug, her thin, fragile form in his careful arms, and he wonders at how much smaller than him she is already. On the good days, he leaves with hope and renewed determination to become the best he can be, to show his father that number two isn't just second place and it's a place and a life to be proud of.

This was not a good day.

This was the kind of day where he opened her door and she looked at him for that first second with fear and hatred and sorrow, where her eyes lingered on his left side too long, no matter how much he tried to keep her on his right. This was the kind of day where every response was distracted and her voice too high-pitched and her laughter sharp and strained. This was the day that, when he reached out to stop her from walking in front of a speeding golf cart full of groundskeepers, she flinched from his touch and slapped him across the face.

She'd apologized, horror on her face and heartbreak in her voice, and he'd said it was fine, and he loved her, but he left soon after, hurrying back towards the school dorms where he could just...shut himself away. It was still early on Sunday. Everyone would still be out, or training, and he could have time to put himself back together. His right cheek is still burning from her slap, stinging and red and almost bruised, and it aches with a pain sharper and more real than the phantom ache of his scarred left side. It's a strange feeling. Normally that side doesn't feel hot. Everything is backwards. Everything is backwards, and his chest is tight, and he can feel the tears trying to burn at his eyes, but it's fine, he's almost there--

--and then he rounds the corner of the stairs heading up towards the fourth floor, and almost runs straight into Midoriya, coming down. Todoroki's eyes are wide, almost glassy, and his heart is racing, and it's only a second before he looks away, not quite flinching but all but vibrating with tension.

"...Sorry. I didn't see you there."

His voice is rough, strained, just as tight as his shoulders, and he waits for Midoriya to keep on going, to be tactful or distracted or whatever it is he needs to be, so he can finally make it up that last flight to his own floor and the safety of his room.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-21 03:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"I don't," he breathes, and it's the first thing he's said with confidence since he first started crying in overwhelm before the movie. He's still shaking, and he's nervous beyond belief, but Todoroki's fingers brushing his skin sends a new shiver up his spine and he smiles, even if the expression is wobbly.

He turns his head, brushing his skin against Shouto's, shyly putting his lips to his cheek.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-21 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"So are you," he answers, quiet and back to sounding timid when he speaks. His spine curves forward at the hand against it, and he presses back into it, trying to memorize the callouses in his palms. The alternating patterns of his skin, calloused and smooth, probably from perpetual burns. He breathes in, holds his breath, and then Shouto just... asks to kiss him, full stop, and his ears practically steam from how hot they get.

"Oh," he says, and nods as opposed to answering. "I... yeah, that... I'd like that."
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-21 11:50 pm (UTC)(link)
His breath stutters, and he has to remind himself to not just draw in a breath and hold it, Shouto's focus on his lips making his chest feel hot and his extremities feel cold in a bizarre bubble of anxiety. It's silly, really, because they both agreed to this, both want it. It's just...

...so...

...much.

He sucks in a sharp breath through his nose when Shouto's lips meet his, his eyelids dropping closed on instinct, and he's pressing back carefully with absolutely no idea of how this is supposed to happen. Does he turn his head? Does he open his mouth? He can feel his eyes get hot behind their lids, but refuses to outright cry over something like this, because it's overwhelming but it's overwhelmingly positive. He pulls back fairly quickly, another sharp breath drawn in, but licks his lips similarly to how Shouto had and presses forward again, this time just in a tap.

...except then he can't quit, and Shouto is stuck with the briefest of little peppered gestures, traveling from the center of his lips to each corner, and then he settles back at the center and lingers, letting his fingers curl around the fabric of his shirt until they shake and his knuckles turn white.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-22 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
His arms wind tighter around Shouto's shoulders as his hand urges him closer at his spine, and he even gives up on trying to keep his hips away, curling close and truly, wholly fitting himself to Todoroki's front. It's exhilarating as much as it is terrifying, chills running up and down his body with every touch from Shouto's fingers, leaving goosebumps in their wake and a quiet, breathy laugh on his lips when he breaks away to breathe.

As a result, he jolts slightly when Shouto tilts his head and takes his lower lip as he does, startled by the boldness of the gesture, but-- it's not like he minds. He presses his own lips back, returning the gesture by closing his over Shouto's upper lip, but he's having a hard time not smiling, so he can't quite maintain the kiss, bumping their noses together and pulling away again to laugh.

"Your eyelashes are tickling me," he admits, opening his eyes just enough to look at him, his whole face blown a warm scarlet that makes his freckles stand out. He licks his lips again, and he tastes Shouto in a way he didn't expect. His expression goes slack in realization, and the warmth in his face darkens as he pulls his lower lip into his mouth for a moment, not realizing that he's literally savoring the flavor and probably looking unreasonably erotic as he does it. Izuku please be kind, you might make him burst a capillary.
Edited 2019-08-22 03:45 (UTC)
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-22 02:26 pm (UTC)(link)
"Don't apologize," he says quietly, bumping his nose against Shouto's again. He doesn't have any idea, no-- especially since he immediately let go of his lip in favor of speaking, and worms closer again to put their foreheads together and thread his fingers into Shouto's hair.

"That'd be nice, I think," he replies, and his voice is quiet, eyes closed. He doesn't know that he wants to bring up that depending on what Shouto means by keep going it could get a little more... physical, because he's not sure he wants to entertain that thought or approach it enough to verbally dignify it. Maybe he'd just... ignore that impulse. "...I like you, Todoroki-kun. A lot." It felt nice to say it, now, not terrifying like it had been before.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-22 10:41 pm (UTC)(link)
He laughs again, under his breath, letting his hands slide to the base of Shouto's neck in his hair, threading together to keep him held close, even if he's clearly not going anywhere. The kiss is met with his own in return, a quiet hum against his lips, and this time he's the first to turn his head and open his mouth against the other teen's. He's still shy, definitely, but he's curious, and you could say he'd like to taste more of Shouto after sucking on his lip a moment ago. He doesn't linger, at first, sort of testing the waters with smudging a few open-mouthed kisses to Shouto's lips, and then he draws away just to look at him.

"...what, um. When you say keep going..." He doesn't quite know how to ask how far.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-23 01:11 am (UTC)(link)
Okay, well at least they're more or less on the same page. He purses his lips, his ears going pink at the unfinished way Shouto... Well, suggests a lot of things. And at the way his skin flushes slightly, and-- God, did he do that? He squirms, stretching out and then curling forward, burying his face against Shouto's throat for a moment.

"I can't look you in the eye when I say this, but the only action I've ever gotten is my hand. Which isn't great because I kind of messed up the dominant one." Shouto will probably feel how red he goes as he says that moreso than see it, though the flush creeps down the back of his neck, too. "But, um." He chews on his lip again for a moment, and the taste Shouto left behind is less, this time. He doesn't... like that. He'd like more of that taste, not less. "...I'd definitely like to figure the rest out. With you."
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-23 02:39 am (UTC)(link)
"Mmf," he manages, and it's not a word but definitely a sound, at the wandering hand and the other one threaded into his hair, and the kiss, and... Wow. He exhales again, his breath shaking, and this time just lets his open mouth fall against Shouto's collarbone. One hand shifts down to tug carefully at the collar of his shirt, and he tilts his head to look back and up at him, as if asking permission, before putting his mouth against just his skin, open, and lathing his tongue there. It's a curious motion, and results in a slight amount of suction between his mouth and Shouto's skin, and he remembers reading somewhere about hickeys.

"I want to feel you," he breathes, and he's pretty wholly unaware he even said that out loud.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-23 07:43 pm (UTC)(link)
He deliberates for a good while, digesting that sound Shouto made and the immediate shifting closer he did, compounded with his own solid enjoyment of starting the gesture at all. With the other boy's hand exploring his skin, nudging his shirt up, he frowns slightly and sits up away from him for a moment.

"...'m gonna just," he doesn't finish his thought verbally, instead just tugging his shirt up and off his shoulders, taking a moment to fold it haphazardly and set it aside, probably in an unconscious aim to not take note of Shouto's potential for roving his eyes over the fact that he'd just taken off his shirt. Once it's set aside, he pats it, and then slowly settles back into their comfortable little tangle, pressing a simple kiss to his collarbone where he'd put his mouth wholesale moments before. There's a second, and then a third, and finally he opens his mouth against Shouto's skin again, this time gently scraping his teeth there before he seals his lips down and lathes his tongue there again.

With Shouto having asked for him to do it again, Izuku is emboldened, and lingers, actually making a longer sucking motion against his skin, more or less with the intent of leaving a mark. The idea made the hair on the back of his neck stand up, and he squirms his lower body slightly, knocking their knees together and hooking one leg behind Shouto's. Lord help him, this was getting him so randy.
Edited 2019-08-23 19:44 (UTC)
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-26 06:19 pm (UTC)(link)
He'd never ask-- it should be Shouto's decision to become any degree of undressed, as far as Izuku is concerned. At least for now, while everything is still so new and uncertain for them both, he thinks. He moves away from his collarbone after a solid few seconds, and watches in realtime as a bruise blooms on his skin, and the flush to his face darkens with it because he'd done that. He was suddenly concerned with its placement, just a moment too late-- what if someone else saw? It was pretty obvious what it was, looking at it, and they were all teenagers so someone was bound to call him out on it...

His ears burned, the tone of Shouto's voice heading directly south, and he buries his face against his neck.

"'m glad," he mumbles, shy again for a moment. "Um, I don't... wanna make this weird or anything, but, it... feels like worth mentioning that much more of this handsy stuff is probably gonna lead to uh... Problems," Descriptive, Izuku. Why don't you just tell him you're easily wandering down the road to bonertown.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-27 03:17 am (UTC)(link)
How had he done that? Read him well enough that he knew he was worrying about the mark? Todoroki Shouto was an enigma, and Izuku was finding he didn't mind so much being read like a book. The sound of that laughter sets his nerves on fire while soothing him at the same time, a bizarre oxymoronic sensation, and he just hums softly against his chest, daring to peer upward.

He almost regrets it, because the look on Shouto's face is almost enough to send him into cardiac arrest. He wheezes a quiet breath, puffing one cheek out and letting his lips make a sort of raspberry sound as he exhales, closing his eyes.

"...I don't," he says again, and it's still the one thing he says with confidence. "But I don't know how... far, you're thinking about going. I don't really have... anything you're supposed to for any of this." Listen, he's researched everything, mostly out of curiosity about sex itself than specific interest in any one particular male classmate.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-27 03:35 am (UTC)(link)
"You're being kinda vague," he says, frowning and with the faintest of pouts to his features. He has no real idea what Shouto is getting at-- something, but not something like that, so... What, exactly? Did 'something like that' clear all things of a sexual nature from the table? Was the hickey he just gave him considered sexual? Had he already overstepped a boundary? Was--

--please stop him, Shouto, he's muttering.
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[personal profile] microwaveable 2019-08-27 03:49 am (UTC)(link)
Point made, loud and clear. To the point that it halts Izuku's muttering wholesale and he squeaks, staring very pointedly at the collar of Shouto's shirt for a long moment. Okay, so... Hands. Or mouths?? Holy shit he was already talking about mouths?? He had only just discovered Shouto's mouth with his own mouth, the only other things to be done with mouths were so, so much more intense and if Shouto just heard him make a quiet, embarrassingly pleased little whimper, he was absolutely not imagining things.

"O-okay, that's... Certainly more to the point, yeah," he wheezes, raising his eyes to look up at him again. His whole face has blown scarlet and he opens his mouth, closes it, and then cranes himself upward again to carefully kiss the very center of Shouto's lips. "...hands, or mouths, are probably a good place to start. Sorry, I didn't mean to... suggest we go all-in right away. I just don't... Have anything prepared for any...anythings. Hands or mouths or whatevers."

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